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Winona Ryder reflects on 'disastrous' past romances. The actress has revealed that her Beetlejuice character Lydia Deetz reminds her of a younger version of herself. In a new interview with Harper's Bazaar, Winona, 52, said she "felt bad" for her character. ”In my 30s, I had two disastrous relationships that were - they weren't wrong, but this was before you would ever think to Google someone.” The actress - who has previously dated the likes of Johnny Depp and Matt Damon - noted that in hindsight, she wasn't dating the right people. "When I look back, I'm like, 'What the hell was I thinking?' I was dating the type of person who only lets you know a few weeks in that they're in a relationship with someone else. And you're just like, 'What the f***?’" Winona then explained that she had recently read through her diaries from that point in her life. ”You clearly write when you're depressed or upset. I tend to not write when I'm really happy," she shared. "I was going through them and just asking myself, 'How?' I was clearly trying to deal with …" "It was very sad. I was clearly trying to believe the best and to give grace to myself. But I was taking care of everything but myself.” Winona then told the publication that she feels "lucky" to be with her current partner, fashion designer Scott Mackinlay Hahn. ”He's so great. He really is. I'm really lucky.” The Stranger Things star and Scott, who first met at the premiere of 2010's Black Swan, have been together for 14 years. THIS VIDEO MUST NOT BE EDITED FOR LENGTH TO COMBINE WITH OTHER CONTENT